Weight gain/loss: 0
Skinny Jean status: Negative
No change. I’m ok with this though, because I worked out more, I drank more water, I ate pretty healthy all week. And the truth is that I want to be healthy. Maybe I’m gaining muscle, and muscle weighs more than fat, right?? Anyhow, I’m going to keep doing what I’m doing and hope that next week I will have something to show for it.
Ok, who am I kidding, I’m freaking out here! If things don’t change next week I’m going to bring out the big guns. I don’t know what the big guns are, yet, but I’ll figure something out! And, for the record I hate that muscle weighs more than fat. I’d rather be a skinny flabby blob, ok not really, but you know what I mean. Also, I saw that Mila Kunis normally weighs around 117 lbs (except in Black Swan- which I’m still having nightmares about- the movie, not Mila) and that’s pretty much what I weighed (118 lbs) all the way up until the summer of 2008. So, now I have a goal that reaches beyond the pregnancy and IVF weight, but I’m an overachiever and I have to do it now!