I made it to 38 weeks!! In just an hour and a half my ticker will put me into single digits until the due date. Even though I’m as big as a house, and I’m about 9 days away from due date, I still find myself in disbelief that I will be a mommy soon. The anticipation of being a mother is very surreal. I obviously can’t wait for her to get here. Yet, I can’t imagine her here at the same time. I wonder what it will be like to be a mom. I wonder if there will be a time she hates me. I can’t wait to feel her little arms around my neck and to hear her say “mommy” and “daddy.” This is such a special time- the anticipation of being a parent. I feel so lucky to finally be in this phase of my life, finally.