Things are getting worse…
I should not have tested on Monday and I should not have said anything about it.
Since then I have tested multiple times a day and the lines have gotten increasingly lighter until this morning when it was blaring blank and back to just one line.
This can mean one of two (or both) things:
1) It was excess HCG leftover from the trigger shot
2) The unthinkable- I am not pregnant
I knew it was too soon to test. Now I’m going crazy dissecting pee sticks.
I feel terrible and I feel terrified. I’m convinced I’m not pregnant.
I’m not peeing ever again until my blood test next Thursday.
Well, at least not on any sticks.
PS- a handful of my students are convinced I’m pregnant- or so I heard from another teacher. Yes, they feel this explains why I was not at school a few days last week. One even mentioned that I’m “looking pregnant.”
Great! Now I’m fat and not pregnant. Even better.