Hmmm…I can’t believe I’m about to say this out loud.

Here goes:

118= how much I weighed the day of my wedding
126= how much I weighed a year after my wedding and my true weight
145= how much I weighed this morning! ACK!

Ok, seriously. The fact that I now separate clothes, pics, and other items as BFT (before fertility treatments) and AFT (after fertility treatments) is pretty sad.

If I keep gaining weight at this rate, I don’t know what I’m going to do. Everyday my clothes get smaller and smaller and smaller. I’m going to have to start rolling around to get places.

I better get pregnant this time around. I need an excuse for my fatness!

2 thoughts on “BFT and AFT

  1. I understand your frustration with gaining weight. A couple of years ago, after ending a bad relationship, I was able to lose about 25 lbs that I gained during a five-year depression. As of now, I have gained back at least 10 of those 25 lbs. Most of this gain has come over the last 2 months due to my pmp. I have tons of clothes that I cannot fit into anymore, and it’s so frustrating! That being said, I have to tell you that I saw you about a week ago and you look just perfect to me! You are nowhere near fat. You are beautiful. Also, I think bloating has a lot to do with it. I think hormones (and chemicals) make bloating worse, and that is reflected in the scale. So, don’t beat yourself up! The discomfort you’re feeling right now will pass, and it will all be worth it. Merry Christmas to you and Matt!!!


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